it's been too long...

it's been too long. 

my heart is so full. my mind cannot hold enough space to conceptualize the journey the past two years have brought to my life. the days go by. words float through my mind. i have finally found a moment (brief as it may be) to dig deep into the depths of my mind and allow my passions to resurface. there is a current flowing through me, unlike any i have ever felt before; because of course, never before was i a mom to this beautiful girl, who brings a multitude of emotions to my body. every. day.  every minute. of every day. it amazes me that one small, innocent being can have such a huge enormous impact on the lives she touches. and so, while one chapter of my journey quickly came to an end, sometime back in may of twenty-thirteen, a new chapter began and i am just now finding some space to decompress all of "it". so, onward i will travel, hopefully sharing parts of my story to help inspire, support and engage others. 

life is full of surprises and one thing i do know and am quite convinced of, is that, the universe has a plan....while that may be difficult to accept during troublesome times in our lives, it may also be comforting to know that there is a plan. trust. 

that is where we must begin. 

and so, trust is where i begin to begin.  

if you find yourself reading this, know, that in all corners of the world, we are all working on something.....trust me.